[13 Jul 2005|02:13pm] [ mood | uncomfortable ] [ music | Time of your life-greenday ] YES or NO: x. YOU KEEP A DIARY: yes x. LIKE TO COOK: yea x. YOU HAVE A SECRET YOU HAVE NOT SHARED WITH ANYONE: nah.. x. YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE: yes DO YOU...? HAVE A CRUSH: yes WANT TO GET MARRIED: yeah..sure GET MOTION SICKNESS: no THINK YOURE A HEALTH FREAK: nope GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: psh-no LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: yeah! BOOOM! ----------------------------- CURRENT HAIR COLOR: blonde all blonde EYE COLOR: brown HEIGHT: 4'11 BIRTHPLACE: Land Mark Medical Center FAVORITE NUMBER: 4 COLOR: blue DAY: Friday/saturday MONTH: may SONG: Hollaback Girl//Mr. Brightside FOOD: Jello SEASON: Summer SPORT: softball DRINK: water PREFERENCES: CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT: um.. CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE: CHOCOLATE MILK all the way! MILK, DARK OR WHITE CHOCOLATE: milk VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE: chocalte candy, vanilla icecream ----------------------------- IN THE LAST 24 HRS, HAVE YOU... HELPED SOMEONE? Yes?CRIED? nope BOUGHT SOMETHING? Yes I did! GOTTEN SICK? I sneezed this morning? GONE TO THE MOVIES? No.. GONE OUT FOR DINNER? Yeah..for my cousins graduation party-Food:terrible SAID "I LOVE YOU"? Yeah WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: yeah TALKED TO AN EX?yeah one of my exs is my bestfriend MISSED AN EX? yeah WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? Livejournal.. HAD A SERIOUS TALK? yeah MISSED SOMEONE? Yeah! HUGGED SOMEONE? yeah FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? Yes alot...i get along with htem too though FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? yes----------------------------- Would you ever: 1. Eat a bug? maybe 2. Bungee jump? YEAH 3. Hang glide? yeah 4. Kill someone? nah! 5. Kiss someone of the same sex? Sidra in a best friends wayy 6. Have sex with someone of the same sex? NO THANK YOU 7. Parachute from a plane? Hell yeah! 8. Walk on hot coals? no 9. Go out with someone for their looks? No… 10. For their reputation? Is it good or bad? 11. Be a vegetarian? i tryed b4 but didnt succed 12. Wear plaid with stripes? Nah… 13. IM a stranger? Uh-huh 14. Sing Karaoke? I do all the time=) 15. Get drunk off your ass? Nah.. 16. Shoplift? nahh 17. Run a red light? Can’t drive yet, so maybe? 18. Star in a porn video? NO! 19. Dye your hair blue? No..I’m more of a red person 20. Be on Survivor? YEAH BABY! 21. Wear makeup in public? Yes indeed 22. Not wear makeup in public? Yes indeed 23. Cheat on a test? yeah 24. Make someone cry? I wouldn’t meeeaaann to 25. Date someone more than 10 years older than you? Idk? 26. Stay up all night? Yeah! EVER BEEN... Arrested: nope ive been in a cop car though Hand Cuffed: nope Scared: nah never Depressed: yeah In Love: yes? Confused: yeah In a Fight: yeah Contact Fight: yeah In Debt: nope=) Sick: yeah! In the hospital: 3 times. over night Insomniac: no On illegal drugs: nope Drunk: no High: no On Tv: not really On Probation: no Under House Arrest: nope Grounded: no Threatened: yeah! Happy: yeah! Too busy: yeah..sure Hurt: yeah Ignored: yeah EVER FEEL... Ugly: yeah Lost: yeah Forgotten: yeah Used: yeah Clueless: yes Dumb: yeah Fat: yeah Helpless: yeah Ruined: yeah Pretty: *flutters eyelashes* Loved: yes Annoying: yeah ONE OR THE OTHER Meat/Veggies: meat Love/Money: love Family/Career: family Fat/Skinny: skinny Busy/Lazy: lazy Car/Bike: bike-SAVE THE ENVIROMENT!!! Summer/Winter: summer Beach/Mountain: beach Travel/Work: travel Lover/Friend: friend Right/Wrong: right 1 Best Friend/100 'friends': 1 best friend<3 3 comments - comment.

[12 Jul 2005|02:29pm] [ mood | awake ] [ music | none- ] SAY WHAT! IM a girl Scout REJECT!! Here comes the little blonde preppy girl!! I`ve been working on the rail road.... How many sisters do u have avery?......16 What ear is the phone on? What phone? Spitting in Spagettios katie stealing my boots and putting them on my ears katie- Have u ever heard of the garbage disposal? Ya i watch it everyday... Does anyone no katie? no katie? no katie? no katie? she lives on Jurry Lane!! Slip & Slide!! Toy Trucks in her Back Yard When katie chased me around my house and she was screaming AHHHH When i wrote on my calendar When i stuffed my bracellette down her pants so i couldnt get it When i put my thong on her head and said whats this??? When i wrote with nail polish on a shoebox..AB LOVES YOU We ran down the driveway in the pouring rain and she forgot her shirt so we had to go back and get it me stuffing a muffin in her mouth When i made her crack up i spit out water all over her and she had to borrow one of my shirts CHINGCHONGCHINIE Truth or Dare at Hercules When I her licked my cell phone at the park When I pushed her in dog crap MEOWWWWWWW When I erased all of this by mistake haha GOOD TIMES katie!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!! comment.

[29 Jun 2005|11:17am] [ mood | back away ] Wow this sucks ass. i just lost my bestfriend... 17 comments - comment.

[28 Jun 2005|06:09pm] [ mood | HAHA ] [ music | pimping all over the world ] I am so sick of alyssa copying stuff from my livejournal it is so annoying. anyway i am on the fone with sidra she is sick. i am trying to get her to feel better but it isnt working! grr. i was at the park with bri and katie and bud today it was awsome. i didnt belive katie that it was her skateboard but eventully i did it was so funny. it seems like one of my friends is forgetting me she always puts other ppl in front of me and usually she forgets about me. she always puts katie sidra cecily bri amanda but not me. and she always copys my stuff and she gets the credit for it. it isnt fair it is so annoying. what is happening to are friendship i really dont know. O ya i made a commimmntment to lindsay. I am not gunna care what other ppl think and i am not gunna lie. i am gunna be an idvendiual. and i have been keeping my commiemnt. sidra just hung up on me because i told her i didnt no how to edit her live journal wow. i cant wait for this weekend. me and my bestfriend cara are going to my uncles house in maine. he has an inground pool and a big hot tub. i don't feel like sitting in a car for 5 hours but thats ok. we are staying for only 3 days dosent that stink?! but we are gunna have a fun time. i brought her 1 because my mom said i had to bring someone diffrent and 2 because me and cara never fight! i am so excited for this weekend. i am gunns miss everyone. o ya i am going out with brent and i dont give a dame what ppl say. because what they say dosent really matter to me like i said i am done caring what people say. nick was being a totall ass the other day. i think he is jelous that i am going out with brent considering they are bestfriends. because he goes when you have a boyfriend i am gunna tell him that you like me because i dont like it when you have a boyfriend. i think it just gets him jelous but what ever i know he woudint have the heart and soul to do something like that to me he is like it is because i care about you alot and i dont want him to cheat on you because if he does i dont want you to cry so that is why i am gunna tell him all this crap that you like me and all and i was like wow nick you are an ass well sidra is mad at me but what ever she will get over her self... i mean her well what ever o ya chrissy add me back to ur friends list i am sorry ofr everything espically lieing! 4 comments - comment.

[26 Jun 2005|09:13pm] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | the rich and famous-good charlotte- ] If i could run away from my life i would. That is how much i am getting to hate it. because of my innerself. I love him. and other stuff in my life sucks. i was laying in bed yesturday night and i realzied how much i loved him. but it hurt cuz he has another girl. and i wish i could be that girl that he loved. and all the other problems screwed them selves and drowned. I cant expess my feelings to even sidra. and that is pretty tuff since we are so close. I need someone who loves me no matter what happens. ya screw the saying that is there are more fish in the sea. cuz i cant fine any. wow my life pretty much sucks right now. and who ever IMs me and says ppl have it alot worse i am ugnna frigging flip. cuz i care about them. but if pl keep going aw ppl have it worse I am gunna flip out! I already know about other peoples lives. and i do care but i am pissed right now so...when i last updated my livejournal i wrote about a close friend. and ppl have been asking me about who it is and why. but i am just keeping it bewteen me and that girl. no one needs to know. just have her in ur prays. but she is doing better. her and her mom are going shopping this week for knew clothes. that is a big thumbs up. one of my bestfriends even said o who is that in ur livejournal and i said dont worry about it and signed off. i was laying in bed last night thinking about what life would be with out anything. with out a life that wasan't worth living. like ppl didnt really know who you really were. and you didnt have a house. or money and you lived on the streets. you had a job a hard working job. but you didnt get payed. i was just laying in bed and i thought about it. i fell asleep with the fear that that might happen to me someday. and if it does i will have my parents. but what if ppl have no parents or anyhting. they live on the street with no more then a box. what would happen? would you die. or would ppl think you were a peice of crap. you no if you were walking on the street and you saw a poor guy and you said ew mommy or daddy look it is a poor person they are gross. I wonder what it would be like to be in that persons shoes. being picked on all day and pointed too. not just sometimes. every single day. that would suck and everyone knows it would suck. when you are younger you never think that could happen to you, but it sure can.. 3 comments - comment.

[18 Jun 2005|10:23pm] [ mood | just not tired ] [ music | Mr brightside ] I just really love him. no matter what i do i think of him. ******* i just cant get him off my friggen mind. He is so cute and no nice. And i have a feeling he likes me too. But i dont have the guts to come out and talk to ihm. I have never loved someone as much as i have loved this boy. He makes everything so much easier and i just cant lose him. If i ever lose him and get himm off my mind it will be the day that i die. Even if i go out with someone else i iwll still e ing love iith him. You know what i aint afraid to say who it is any more. It is dillion falardo...Him and sarah just broke up and no offenc e but i am wicked happy. He said he would go otu with me if they ever broke up. And now it is my chance to get the ebst guy in th e world. But the thing is i like nick anzalone a tiny bit. ANd i dont want that to mess anything up and if it does i will be so frigging pissed. I can't change the way i feel naout him i just cdnat. I feel like my life wont be complete with out him. But i have to think about other people too. Like the ppl who dont have a famly and the people that are in jail and they leave there kids behind.But i feel like i just need him. EVeryone has to understand that there are other ppl out there that dont ahve anything and i am being a wicked bad person right now. There is this person that i know and she is a good friend to me. She has a dad in jail and she hardly knows him. her mom dosent work so she lives on welfare but her mom's boyfriend helps oput. I am not going to say who it is and if you ask me i wont answer. It is none of anyone's buisseness i just no cuz she trusts me. I wouldint no if she didnt. i am worried for her but she will always have me. If you read this you no who you are i am always here for you to talk to whenever you need it. I wish i could help her out but there is nothing i can do. I am just going to pray for her. spend all your time waiting for that second chance..for a break that would make it ok...theres always some reason to feel not good enough...and its hard at the end of the day people make fun of her cuz she wears the same clothes twice a week but she dosnet have the money to afford alot of clothes... It isnt her fault. it isnt anyones fault. peace avery 18 comments - comment.

[10 Jun 2005|09:37pm] [ mood | i am always hungry HAHA ] [ music | on and on again- simple plan ] If you make me cry i will break you  &&Only if gossip were beer, our whole school would be wasted.   Today was fine i guess. It wasant the best day was it was fine, We had field day. I wish i thoughtt he ebst of you. I think the least. Yes me and nick are going back out and i dont really care what any of you fags say. I love him,,,When you love someone then maybe you can judge me. Just maybe, i really dont care what other ppl say about me anymore. If you talk about me beind my back then you are a bad friend. And you don't deserve me. I am a good friend and when you need me  i am gunna be there to back you up. And if i am not there is a reason. I iwll do anythign to back my friends up. If i absoutlely hated you i would not back you up like a friend but i woudint do anything bad to oyu. The orams need to get over them self i mean relly posting stuff in sidra's guest book. There is a thing called maturity guess you are never gunna be it. peace.   Oh, my love Please don't cry I'll wash my bloody hands and We'll start a new life I don't know much at all I don't know wrong from right All I know is that I love you tonight                                                                  Keep on positng the comments! ~*AVERY*~ 7 comments - comment.

[05 Jun 2005|09:56am] [ mood | idk just one of those days lol ] [ music | we belong together ] Sidra                     Alyssa Cecily Amanda Cara Emily Chris Sammy Shawn Anna sarah Bri Katie Corinne Ali Steph Jake Chelsea Carlos Matt Who is #8 going out with?Nobody.yeah that is suprising Would #11 and #2 make a cute couple? Two girls.Somthing new. How about #18 and #4? Two girls again.Nope. When was the last time you talked to #12? lastnight on the phone What is #6's favorite band? umm...IDK? Would you ever date #3?YESSS.j/k What's #10's middle name? Elizbeth What's #5's favorite thing to do? Skate(skateboards rollerblades & basketball) Is #13 hot? YEs!SHES SEXY! Would #14 and #19 make a good couple? ew corrine and carlos? that is negative What school does #20 go to? North smithfield. Tell me a random fact about #11? She has like the funniest combacks ever! And #3? O yes that is cecily she makes the ugliest faces like sidra Have you ever had a crush on #15? Maybe.j/k but.i do love Ali What's #4's favorite color?Pink.Shes loves pink.  Would you make out with #14?Nooope. Are #5 & #6 best friends?Yupp. How did you meet #2? At soccer.When we were 5 years old.Now were Best Friends. How did you meet #18? cara is my best Friend and chelsea is her sister so i see her alot Does #10 have any pets? Yes.A hamster and a cat i don`t know what else she has. Is #12 older than you?yupp Is #17 the sexiest person alive? Maybe.yupp lol. Does #2 have any cute siblings? Yupp.2 a brother and a sister gionna and stevie Does #7 have a dog? yes.I think? Does #8 always help you out? yupp.Hes my best friend. and that will never change Does #9 like cheese?IDK That was weird but what ever lol BII <3333 1 comments - comment.

[01 Jun 2005|05:50pm] [ mood | awake ] [ music | ------------------------------------------------------- ] Today wasant bad. I just didnt really do anything... i guess you can say i kept to my self. i found out who my true friends are..i am not gunan name them cuz i aint like that...  haha i got this picture out of my cousins eljay. Have you guys ever really wonderd why do bestfriends stab you in the back... WELL i have been wondering why someone did that to me. it pisses me off that someone could do that to a good friend, what ever i am sick of being something i am not. Why should i smile hen it is fake. I am not gunna wear clothes just so ppl think i am cool... It pisses me off that ppl do that...Just because they think they are cool. if you dont wanna do somehting then just don't if you think you are cool cuz you do it your not.    If gossip was beer are whole school would be WASTED!!! and i really mean it it is pissing me off all the roomers that go around at are school... They are mean and they are all lies. Why would you wanna do that. if you live just to make ppl cry why do you even live. If that is true and thats what you do then you shoduint be here right now. God made us to make a diffrence not to just creat problems. If i had a dime ever time a roome soread about someone i would be the richest per son alive.. and i am frigging serious what ever i am done done with everything. im out   avery     2 comments - comment.

[30 May 2005|12:09pm] [ mood | cara is here! ] [ music | welcome to my life-simple plan ] Today is going to be awaosme because i am with my bestfriend cara. We are going to do slip and slide becaus eit is like 100 flipping degreees out. i can twait till she comes. She is coming in 5 minutes. I marched with rachel in the parade today. It was so funny i had my bike. We were like waving to ppl and stuff and throwing candy everywhere. Nick and i are doing good. I know he loves me alot and stuff but it just dosent feel like he does. Ya i no i havent updated in like 3 days. Sorry. i havent really had the time. I had a hollistion tournament and are team is going to disney for nationals!!! I cant wait... Well cara is here so i am gonna get going post a comment.   Peace, avery 7 comments - comment.

[28 May 2005|04:48pm] [ music | let me love you- mario ] Today was great. My team had a hollistin tournament We have one on sunday too. It is wicked fun! we play 2 games. Tommaro we are there all day. W have a game at 11 and at 6 we arent aloud to go home bewteen games. Becayse it is one hour away. I am on the fone with alyssa right now. And she is making me laugh. I cant right alot today cuz i gotta go i love nick and my friend! peace homies avery 1 comments - comment.

[27 May 2005|07:25pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | obsession- frankie j ] I was at the park watching my home girl cara's game. I was with lyss chelsea shawn lindz jake and alot of other ppl! It was great. Shawn threw icecream at at  lindsay's face and it stuck there it was cool like woah. HAHA well all weekend i have a hollistin tournament. oh ya me and nick are going out again. I dont care what all u fags say i like him. Well i have to take a frigging shower cuz i smell like the parl lol i will update later. Post me a comment peace   avery 4 comments - comment.

[26 May 2005|08:52pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | slow down bobby valentino ] I got nothing to say but. My friends got my back. And i am fine with that. i love them so much. i love someone so much too but it is a secret. **** that is the name. Well i gotta ohlla out to all my girlies and boys but i am not going to write all of them cuz there is alot. People in are grade need to grow up. They are thinking about having sex and all that stuff and the whole thing is GAY GAY GAY! you shoduint be thinking about crap like that! peace all my homies   TRY TO POST 100 COMMENTS! ILUA avery 8 comments - comment.

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